Guess who?

 I wonder how you've been lately; it's been so long since we've last talked. I remember when we use to talk on the phone for 5 hours after school, right up until dinner and right before bed. We use to talk about everything and nothing. We truly grew up together in our own world with our 'posse.' Remember we even had our own chant and logo? How childish and care free we were, we didn't care about the rest of the world. Then all of us split up and only two reunited and our luckily still close. Maybe this means that one day you can come home and we can all meet again and reminisce of our youth and hunt for the blackest of eyeliners. 

I miss you, stay fabulous. <3

xoxo,
Hanny

Guess who?

After all this time you are still a child. You don't even look at me; you look through me as if blurring your eyes will help you feel more confident when you walk by me with your nose in the air. Sometimes I dread going to certain events because I know you're attending and I'm plagued with the guilt that our friends must endure the awkward and painful tension that still lingers between us. It's pretty pathetic that we can't make eye contact and force a smile through our bared fangs just to appease the others. Oh well. At least I know I tried to make amends. Maybe next time I will be more confident. Maybe next time I will casually smile and wave at your mouse-like face just to keep you on your toes.

xoxo,

Hanny